This blog is so new and I’m already neglecting it. Sorry, Blog.
Twin Bro is doing wonderfully; he’s home now, taking it easy and nursing some broken bones, but is otherwise back to normal. I think I’m starting to get past the trauma of what happened, but I think it’ll be with me, always. Anyway, TBG told me that, as soon as Twin Bro is completely recovered from the accident, they’re going to try for a baby! Wow! It’s so weird, the thought of them becoming parents, and as thrilled for them (and myself! I’ll be an aunt!) as I am, I can’t help but also feel a little envious. Ex-Hubby and I almost had a baby, once, and I’ve felt an emptiness inside ever since we lost it. Her.
OK, let’s move on to cheerier topics, shall we?
Valentine’s Day was fantastic. I wasn’t sure what was going to happen, since Crush and I have just officially gotten together, but I shouldn’t have wasted so much energy worrying. He surprised me that afternoon with a bouquet of wildflowers and reservations for dinner at the new Thai place that just opened up. Afterward, we went back to his apartment and had lots and lots of sex for dessert. A gorgeous man, great food, awesome sex: what better way to spend Valentine’s Day?
Tonight, he and I are meeting up with Doctor Boy and Doctor Girl for dinner and a movie. It’s weird how quickly Crush and I stepped into official couple-dom. Maybe it’s because of the unique situation — us already knowing each other so well and sharing all the same friends, and the fact that we’ve been seeing each other almost daily for the last eight months, anyway. It just feels so natural to be with him this way, although I suppose I ought to clarify where things stand with us so as to avoid any future troubles. I mean, what if he’s just biding his time and getting laid until the love of his life comes along, while I’m over here falling in love and fantasizing about weddings and babies? Because I am, and have been almost since the moment we met back in the summer. I think I’m entering dangerous territory here. My God.